Came to realization that i may look strong and cheerful on the outside but i'm always vulnerable on the inside. To escape from reality is my forte because i know reality hurts.
Came before God and was just worshipping asking for a heart of forgiveness, strong heart and willingness to face the challenges that He've set in front for me.
Lord I give you my heart came to my mind and so i searched on the chords and played it on my guitar. The starting of the song goes " This is my desire to honor You". First sentence striked me... Pastor always say sing what you mean and mean what you sing. If i say that it is my desire to honor Him, i gotta mean it.
By having a heart of forgiveness shows that i honor Him.
The 2F problems that came about was because of my unwillingness to forgive. I wouldn't open up myself to the people around me. Whatever problems that i have never comes out from my mouth and instead over time as it begins to build up, i began to be selfish. To make everyone follow my mood.
Lord, i come before you with a heart of repentance. Teach me to be more like you. To accept reality and accept other people's comment on my wrongdoings. Fill my heart once again with a heart for others and not for myself. Amen,
